It pounds and pushes,
Cries and screams,
Wants to break free.
It loves and desires,
Laughs and sings,
Flies to eternity.
It aches and hurts
It longs and seeks
My heart.
Heart beats
Faster
Stronger
Louder
When you're near
You're the
Granter
Monger
Bearer
Of my heart
I want your
Heart
Kiss
Everything
So badly
Never'll be
Apart
Amiss
Annoying
Cause it's meant to be
My only desire
Is you
Lighting up
Crackling noise
My head
Your shoulder
Orange, red, blue
Lighting up
Just for you
Lighting up
Magnetized
My heart
Your hands
Pumping, bloody, red
Lighting up
Till it's dead
Beste Freunde, ein Ausdruck
Dem nicht jeder gerecht wird
Immer da sein,
Brauchen und gebraucht werden
Nicht nur ein Fußabdruck
Der sich irgendwo verirrt
Sondern wie ein Edelstein
Der Teuerste auf Erden
Beste Freunde, ein Bild
Gemalt mit vielen Farben
Mit Ecken und Kanten
Doch so einheitlich
Kein hartes Schild
Mit vielen Narben
Nicht für die Bösen und Arroganten
Nie einsam, nie verletzlich
Beste Freunde, ein Klang
Nicht endlich, sondern lebenslang
You
Bounded
Surrounded
Kissed
Embarrassed
Me
How come
That I
Trusted you
Again and
Again? Why
Did I?
I told you
I loved you
You kissed me
I trusted you
It was my
Mistake at all
You kissed me again
I fell for you
Fell for your trust
But then you came
And told me it
Was all never real
So you ruined my trust
For you, for everybody else
So you ruined my life
For a little while cause
You said you didn't mean
It at all
So you broke my trust again
For a very long while by
Telling me it was all just
Just a mistake of yours and
Nothing was ever for real but
You didn't want to betray me
So you ruined my trust
I long for your smell
Still feel it on my skin
Long for your touch
For the love you give to me
I don't know how to tell
You make me lovin'
I need you so much
Is this just my fantasy?
And then you touch my soul
It feels so good with you
Is this realitiy?
If I love you? I do, I do!
More than words could ever say
You know I show it my way
I long for your voice
Am happy 'bout your choice
You chose me, me!
Never let me go, never let me free
I don't know if it's right
There's no black or white
But it feels so fantastic
So real and not plastic
And then you touch my soul
It feels so good with you
Is this realitiy?
If I love
Schokolade kann das Loch in meinem Herz nicht stopfen
Ich hör' es immer weiter tropfen,
Das Blut sickert heraus, mehr und mehr,
Bald bin ich innerlich leer.
Selbst Musik kann mich nicht heilen,
bleibt kurz bei mir, kann nicht verweilen,
Füllt für eine Sekunde lang die Leere in mir,
verschwindet dann wieder fort von hier.
Worte machen mich nicht gesund,
Gedacht im Kopf kommen sie aus ihrem Mund,
Prallen ab an meinen Ohren,
mein Körper hat sich gegen mich verschworen.
Für diese Krankheit gibt es keine Medizin,
Keine Möglichkeit ihr zu entfliehen,
Das einzige Gegenmittel, bist du allein,
aber du kanns
Look in the mirror
Who is this person?
What does she want?
Green eyes stare at me
Telling nothing
Where is the story behind it?
Look in the mirror
Who is this person?
What does she live for?
Is she alone in her world?
Will she stay alive up there?
No sense anywhere.
Green eyes, curly brown hair,
Special one or noone special?
Face yourself girl,
Glorious future shines out of her eyes,
Look in the mirror,
This is me.
Lend you a hand
Gave you a chance
And all I had
You wouldn't realize
Offered my heart and
More than one dance
All my 'wake nights in bed
You wouldn't realize
Tried to be unplanned
But never got an advance
And nearly gone mad
Cause you wouldn't realize
Lend you a hand
Give you a chance
And all I have
You won't realize
That I'm the one and
Only for your romance
I could salve
And trivialize
Your worries
Your pain
Your strain
If you only realized
This feeling destroys me
I can't stop it
Even if I want to
I wanna break free
I can't get along with
There's nothing to do
Against
It tears me apart
Can't someone help me?
It comes back again
Makes me so tart
No way to get free
All around me is a chain
Now
Jealousy
Makes me feel so empty
Lonely,
God, please set me free.
It pounds and pushes,
Cries and screams,
Wants to break free.
It loves and desires,
Laughs and sings,
Flies to eternity.
It aches and hurts
It longs and seeks
My heart.
Heart beats
Faster
Stronger
Louder
When you're near
You're the
Granter
Monger
Bearer
Of my heart
I want your
Heart
Kiss
Everything
So badly
Never'll be
Apart
Amiss
Annoying
Cause it's meant to be
My only desire
Is you
Lighting up
Crackling noise
My head
Your shoulder
Orange, red, blue
Lighting up
Just for you
Lighting up
Magnetized
My heart
Your hands
Pumping, bloody, red
Lighting up
Till it's dead
Beste Freunde, ein Ausdruck
Dem nicht jeder gerecht wird
Immer da sein,
Brauchen und gebraucht werden
Nicht nur ein Fußabdruck
Der sich irgendwo verirrt
Sondern wie ein Edelstein
Der Teuerste auf Erden
Beste Freunde, ein Bild
Gemalt mit vielen Farben
Mit Ecken und Kanten
Doch so einheitlich
Kein hartes Schild
Mit vielen Narben
Nicht für die Bösen und Arroganten
Nie einsam, nie verletzlich
Beste Freunde, ein Klang
Nicht endlich, sondern lebenslang
You
Bounded
Surrounded
Kissed
Embarrassed
Me
How come
That I
Trusted you
Again and
Again? Why
Did I?
I told you
I loved you
You kissed me
I trusted you
It was my
Mistake at all
You kissed me again
I fell for you
Fell for your trust
But then you came
And told me it
Was all never real
So you ruined my trust
For you, for everybody else
So you ruined my life
For a little while cause
You said you didn't mean
It at all
So you broke my trust again
For a very long while by
Telling me it was all just
Just a mistake of yours and
Nothing was ever for real but
You didn't want to betray me
So you ruined my trust
I long for your smell
Still feel it on my skin
Long for your touch
For the love you give to me
I don't know how to tell
You make me lovin'
I need you so much
Is this just my fantasy?
And then you touch my soul
It feels so good with you
Is this realitiy?
If I love you? I do, I do!
More than words could ever say
You know I show it my way
I long for your voice
Am happy 'bout your choice
You chose me, me!
Never let me go, never let me free
I don't know if it's right
There's no black or white
But it feels so fantastic
So real and not plastic
And then you touch my soul
It feels so good with you
Is this realitiy?
If I love
Schokolade kann das Loch in meinem Herz nicht stopfen
Ich hör' es immer weiter tropfen,
Das Blut sickert heraus, mehr und mehr,
Bald bin ich innerlich leer.
Selbst Musik kann mich nicht heilen,
bleibt kurz bei mir, kann nicht verweilen,
Füllt für eine Sekunde lang die Leere in mir,
verschwindet dann wieder fort von hier.
Worte machen mich nicht gesund,
Gedacht im Kopf kommen sie aus ihrem Mund,
Prallen ab an meinen Ohren,
mein Körper hat sich gegen mich verschworen.
Für diese Krankheit gibt es keine Medizin,
Keine Möglichkeit ihr zu entfliehen,
Das einzige Gegenmittel, bist du allein,
aber du kanns
Look in the mirror
Who is this person?
What does she want?
Green eyes stare at me
Telling nothing
Where is the story behind it?
Look in the mirror
Who is this person?
What does she live for?
Is she alone in her world?
Will she stay alive up there?
No sense anywhere.
Green eyes, curly brown hair,
Special one or noone special?
Face yourself girl,
Glorious future shines out of her eyes,
Look in the mirror,
This is me.
Lend you a hand
Gave you a chance
And all I had
You wouldn't realize
Offered my heart and
More than one dance
All my 'wake nights in bed
You wouldn't realize
Tried to be unplanned
But never got an advance
And nearly gone mad
Cause you wouldn't realize
Lend you a hand
Give you a chance
And all I have
You won't realize
That I'm the one and
Only for your romance
I could salve
And trivialize
Your worries
Your pain
Your strain
If you only realized
This feeling destroys me
I can't stop it
Even if I want to
I wanna break free
I can't get along with
There's nothing to do
Against
It tears me apart
Can't someone help me?
It comes back again
Makes me so tart
No way to get free
All around me is a chain
Now
Jealousy
Makes me feel so empty
Lonely,
God, please set me free.
"Lächle doch mal!", sagt Sie.
"Wenn das nur so einfach wäre", denke Ich.
Sicher, ich habe genug zu Essen, ein warmes Zimmer zum
Leben und Arbeit. Das ist viel mehr, als manch andere
haben. Und doch fehlt mir etwas, bin Ich unzufrieden.
"Lächle doch mal!", sagt Sie.
"Warum sollte ich?", denke Ich.
Ich habe doch bisher nichts gemacht aus meinem Leben.
Ich habe keinen festen Job und weiß nicht was ich in einem
halben Jahr tun werde.
Ich habe keine selbstlose Aktion gestartet, um die Welt zu
einem lebenswerten Platz zu machen.
"Lächle doch mal!", sagt Sie.
"Wenn das nur so einfach wäre", denke Ich.
Ic
You are nothing for me.
You can't hurt me.
Trying to push you away,
Trying to build up a wall.
You are nothing for me,
You can't come near me,
My soul is free,
There's nothing you could reach.
I'm a liar, I only tell the truth in secret,
I'm lying to myself,
You are nothing for me,
Stop hurting me,
You can't hurt me,
Stop thinking my mask would be real.
The perfect actor,
A character who can deal with pain,
A mask made of steel,
You never know,
the fragility of this lie,
Behind the mask,
There's only me.
You are everything for me,
You can hurt me,
I can't push you away,
I'm not strong enough to defend myself.
You neve
Like two mirrors
looking at
each other
creating an infinite
world.
We look inside
of each other
seeing the
untold feelings.
Unknown stories
we don't need
to tell
don't need
to share.
As said in Shakespeare's "Hamlet", one bares two faces:
The one that God gave you...
And the one that you show to the world.
Within each person is something hidden, locked away.
How do we enter this place so skillfully guarded?
Do we really know the ones we hold dear?
Or do we all have something left untold?
nicht laenger fuerchten by lyingdyingwonderbody, literature
Literature
nicht laenger fuerchten
Ich fürchte mich nicht mehr.
Nicht vor den brennenden Feldern der Einsamkeit
Nicht vor dem schwarzen Steinmeer der toten Liebe
Nicht vor der Aschesteppe der Bedeutungslosigkeit
Nicht vor der Kontingenz schweren Hiebe
Nicht länger spüre ich Furcht
Nur unbändigen Durst
Nach Leben
Will mich erheben
Zu greifen nach allen Sternen
Mich zu recken in alle Fernen
Um trüb-totes Wasser zu durchschwimmen
Bis alle Zweifel auf ewig zerinnen
So there's this boy. And, honestly, he's absolutely beautiful.
He has this incredibly soft blonde hair and breathtaking blue eyes. And his smile, oh, his smile. Please, don't even get me started on that one. It's one of the greatest thing I've ever seen, and I swear to you I'm not exaggerating.
He has this smile that he seems to save just for me (not that I was paying attention and hoping, just hoping, that he wouldn't share that smile with anyone else...). I wish I could say it wasn't the greatest feeling in the world when he graced me with that smile. But, if I'm honest with you (because I'm certainly not being honest with myself), I have
You looked me in the eyes
You whispered my name
I know that you love me
That's why you came.
You traveled so far
Left everything behind
I don't know what to say
That was more than kind.
Stay the night here
You can share my bed
It's the least I can do
Here, rest your head.
I'm more than flattered
I'm love struck, you see
Nobody has ever dome something
for plain old me.
<3
This feeling destroys me
I can't stop it
Even if I want to
I wanna break free
I can't get along with
There's nothing to do
Against
It tears me apart
Can't someone help me?
It comes back again
Makes me so tart
No way to get free
All around me is a chain
Now
Jealousy
Makes me feel so empty
Lonely,
God, please set me free.
now that's me finally back on deviantart!
goddammit I tried so hard to get my old account back but well..
I'm such a stupid person that I forgot my password
and in addition to that my old email address! :D
I've been in scotland for 4 months and I really enjoyed it,
it's such a beautiful country but I already miss my friends over there! :(
well.. that's said enough! hope you enjoy my new work :)
xx
kein Problem kannst mir auch was schicken, wenn du zuwas speziellem mal Hilfe brauchst oder so. (nicht, dass ich dir nicht zutraue, dass du sowas nicht allein schaffst, du hast ja schließlich Talent! Soll nur ein Angebot sein )